It is officially the week before the last week of my last finals as an undergrad. It is eight days before my last anthropology paper of my bachelor's is due (maybe I should write it sooner than later), and I am 17 days away from walking across the stage to claim my degree! Hold the applause!!
Really? Did I, Jessica Griggs Burnette, finally finish something I started? No, technically speaking,...not yet! I am so anxious as this countdown approaches because, to be quite honest, I have never really followed all the way through with anything. My whole life, I have struggled to find the place that my ever-wondering mind, hyperactive body, and sensitive soul (cliche, i know...i know, but i had to go there) could coexist in harmony and happiness. I have settled into places where one or two of the trio could be content, but someone was always left feeling a bit abandoned. I keep waiting for one to speak up, and activate the freak out neuron that sends me into a spiraling frantic, searching for the new place to hang my hat. As this chapter's end grows near, I am slowly starting to believe that I have found that space that I was put on this little earth to exist within. Anthropology has forever expanded and enhanced my views of humankind and our existence as a species in a way that I am positive will allow me to contribute to the world of Science and Humanity in a way that is true to who I am. I feel that I will be leaving my mark on this world in a more positive and thorough regard, all because I have finally found the path that enhanced who I already thought myself to be. I am truly starting to feel that I was "raised up" to be a little anthropologist, and that all of the muddy, broken, and rutted roads before, were leading me straight to the path of least resistance.
Fingers crossed for the continuation of confirmation ;-)
So excited for you!
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